My Love

My love is so powerful,

And I hope no one ever ruins my love, I see people are amazingly strong lovers in their first few relationships until they get their heart broken. I don’t want that to happen to me. I want to always love like this, because eventually there will be someone who deserves this love(There currently IS that deserving person[SV<3}.

When I love, i see no one else. I’m complete. I need no one to make me happier then the ever so uplifting smile of my love. It’ crazy. I love like a fool. I fall like a rock and leave myself so vulnerable. Vulnerable to be heart broken. It’s like I throw myself in the middle of the world busiest highway just for the chance of forever. Forever to be with you.

  And then I say to myself, so what if my heart get broken, right now this feels good. And I love you. This feels so good I don’t mind taking the chance. and i refuse to think anything other then positivity about you. I’m positive you’re the one

<3 you’re so beautiful

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Just something I just established to/in myself.

Knowing who you are and accepting yourself for being that kind of person comes far within ourselves. Sometimes you are scared for other people to know who you truly are. I write this blog because I need to look back at this one day.

 

I am probably not the most social person in the world. I don’t need much to make me happy. High standards when it comes to people I am dating though, because that’s how it should be if you’re going to spend a large segment of your life with someone, you'll have differences, because no one is the same, but you must be willing to accept all of those differences.

  To me, having friends is nice, although I’ve never had an abundance of friends. It’s fine, that’s me. I’m just starting to come out of my shell and experience life. No rush at all. I’m pretty simplistic.

  Also, I am not your average person, I used to feel like i didn’t fit in ANYWHERE, till eventually I said FUCK THIS. I don’t care what people think of me. I am who I am, and I’m not going stop being who I am because it upsets someone. Whoever I upset for being myself shouldn’t be a part of my life, because if you’re not willing to accept me for who I am? There’s no point in wasting your time in talking to me.

  I’m just taking a breathe right now and realizing, wow time to grow up. I have to become someone and I can’t become that person if I live a lie. I have to be a genuine person to myself and to the people around me.

 

  This is me. take me or leave me.

There are some typos in that last post. Didn't mean to say it was negative necessarily.

Saying what you mean is a good start, meaning what you say is a great end.
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Spring

Just random thoughts.
NEGATIVE:
Do you ever feel like you don't want to smother someone but you like them so much its hard not to?

" I just can't keep my hands off of you "
But... You don't want to push them away. And I think the best thing sometimes is to just let the wind blow, and flow with it. If it happens it happens. Don't plan your feelings.
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Hoe bags

Just sitting here having random thoughts of nasty people, or people that don't believe in loving one person and hoping to be with that person forever, that isn't .

I would love to spend life with the one person I fall in love with, not sleep around with a ton of people. I believe in one kinda love, pure love. Hopefully I will find that one day, and if I don't at least I can't say I slept around.
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Respect and honesty

  Sometimes people neglect honesty so they won’t loose someone’s respect. Honesty is so important in friendships or really any type of human relationship. When you lie to people about who you are no only are you degrading yourself and not being true to yourself, but you’re being a hypocrite because you know very well that if someone did that to you you’d be upset.

  I rather be known and hated(as I am disliked by some colleagues) for being honest to people. Insincerity SUCKS! If you’re my friend and you treat me with the 2 you now who you are… :-)

random thought.

Look into life and you’ll see journeys. Journeys are our lives. There seem to never be ending field trips. Some people seem like they’re on a seem to never be ending field trip in elementary school. Just saying…