DEAR BLOG,
Today is my birthday. When I was born I was premature so my chances of living were slim. When I was five I never thought I'd make it to 10. when I was 10 I couldn't even imagine 21. Today I'm 23!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I made it! Through every struggle, every tear, all the pain and suffering. Most importantly the laughter, the smiles, the great times. I cannot be more blessed with the greatest mother in the world. Still trying to get my dad to understand me, that's a work in hopeful progress... lol
Live is BEAUTIFUL. No matter how bad you have it try and find and focus on what's good. You're alive, you're breathing, you're in the best place you can put yourself and your it's only YOUR decisions that can move you further to success.
I'm no where near my dreams.... but atleast I'm following them and tonight I will wish fo rthem to come true once again. Following them with such passion and drive right now I will not let anyone get in the way of them.
Life is what you make it. Don't waste your time pleasing people that don't deserve your attention. Stick with good energy. Put it out there and it'll come back.
SPECIAL MESSAGE:
Today Marks one entire month of sobriety for me. Staying focused. No more drinking, smoking reefer. It's not that I had a problem. It's just my days are so much more productive when I'm not hungover even 1 day of the week. My reality isn't that hard to face I'm doing what I love I'm following my dreams ALL BY MYSELF.
