I can do this, I AM STRONG!

I am brave, I am strong. I don't know why but I refuse to self destruct over this. it's been almost 4 months...

Heart aches

I think it's pretty sad that sometimes there is nothing more that i want then to be in his arms, or holding him. It's like a wicked addiction. My greatgrandmother once said... you never forget your first true love. SO TRUE.

I don't know why... I understand how bad we were for eachother. I wonder if he ever thinks like I do. I would love to know.